No man can ever enjoy true and lasting peace
unless he is at peace with God. If he is conscious
of being at enmity with God, he knows that there
is an element of discord in his nature which, sooner
or later, will involve him in hopeless misery. It
is not the punishment that he fears so much as
the condition which is the necessary result of sin
unforgiven. He knows that he is guilty before God,
and there is nothing so intolerable in the whole
world as a sense of guilt unforgiven, carrying with
it as it does, shame, remorse, terror, and in the
end despair.
The instinctive cry of one who labours under
this sense of guilt is to cry out, "Forgive me!" We
ask forgiveness of one of our fellow-creatures whom
we have offended, and when they forgive us, a
weight is lifted from our heart. But they cannot
forgive the guilt of sin. It is beyond the power of
mortal man to take away that awful sense of guiltiness.
Only God can do that. Hence that cry without
which we can never enjoy true peace: "Forgive
us our trespasses."
In offering this petition our first thought is
not of the positive punishment that we have
incurred. It is not the positive punishment endured,
which will be Hell's greatest torment, but the
separation from God and the consciousness of being
the object of the aversion of God and of all the
saints. When we pray, "Forgive us our trespasses,"
our first thought should be not to be freed from
the punishment we have deserved, but from the
anger of God, which is the worst punishment that
even God Himself can inflict.